fear rules my life. constantly.

and im sick of it but i can’t change it. i mean i can but its hard.
but im going to try. cause right now im not as happy with my life as i could easily be. and thats because i live in fear of it.
which is retarded. 

i found out that i need to do something better to get where i need to be with a few thing.a lot better.  if that makes sense.

(via horizons)

i know i don’t know everything
but its not like i don’t know anything at all
certain people annoy me to great extents. 
and those people.. i have to see for the rest of my life.
i enjoy silence, im not a good communicater
i prefer to suffer by myself.
im independent and i don’t want other people doing things for me.
i am perfectly happy the way i am.
but other people want me to change.
i am not going to change for anybody.
let me, come to you.

when you try,
don’t try to say you won’t.
try to crawl into my head.
when you cry,
cause its all built up inside
your tears are already said.

Tonight, i am with erica nicole
we are just chilling… yea
we went to the clubhouse and i completely embarrassed myself. shocker…..
by falling off a fence.
AND putting a tennis racket over my face and spying on guys at my school.

aren’t i so cool?

until next time….